I have been listening to…

I have been listening to Painting Over Picasso today..totally love the music (because the music is good) wish I had alot more their songs..but anyways I came across this other song which I thought was them but I’m thinking its not..called “The Ring”. Any ideas..I know hard to tell without listening to it..but I’ll email it to you if interested. 🙂

I was re-reading some of…

I was re-reading some of my old stories tonight..moving from another website to here…what is it with me and musicians and guy’s names that start with a “j”?


Just a funky random thought…..

I realized something about myself…

I realized something about myself tonight..when I get hurt, my defense mechanism goes up. I push the offending person away by getting angry, becoming a total bitch towards the person and try to cause pain to the person. (become hot/cold/hot/cold to that person)


And deep down inside, I am just hurting and am totally not the kind of person that would truly ever try to hurt another person for any reason. (would never try to sabotage anyone’s life).


I’m no longer in defense mode and hope that the person that this sprung up on this time, can forgive me and we can start over as friends?


I’m back to the girl you met and the bitch has completely disappeared…at least I know this about myself now and will honestly try to make sure that it doesn’t happened again.


Yeah..I’m myself again 🙂 Time for a hot soak and a gin fizz and happy hoppy night…(after I look for a job)

Sexy Magick Explained

Sexy Magick Explained


You know when a guy walks into a room and you can’t take your eyes off him..that’s sexy magick.


or the sweet sensual kiss of a lover ..that’s sexy magick


or even the tender kiss of a friend..that can be sexy magick


or when two people meet and there is this instant attraction..that’s sexy magick.


One of my stories called

So I found this really…

So I found this really cool site called gnome-girl and really liked her postings..


Time for bed..the cats are driving me nuts(actually mouse is driving me nuts) and I have to be at work by 9am


Goodnight

So I did a Wyrd…

So I did a Wyrd Rune Reading and asking the magical question about you and me and our friendship and it drew a blank Rune Card…meaning..I’m not suppose to know the answer right now..I guess I’ll find out someday…….goodbye for now..


I think/know that some day we can be friends again when we have had some time apart..I’m not suppose to know now..I get that and I’m ok with that.


Spring is a time of renewal, a time to start over and say hi once again to lost friends..


Goodbye for now.. :-* and hugs (can’t remember the emoticons for hugs). Take care of yourself and I’ll see you (maybe) in a few…


Ps..in my heart of hearts, I never questioned your integrity..

Opening up a door, letting…

Opening up a door, letting you in
Vines in the sky pulling us together

Kisses in the air
fate belongs to love

Losing you would be one of love’s great losses
Keeping you as a friend is sexy magick.

thanks j

The dream…

The dream…


I have had this ongoing strange dream about the someone new in my life for the last year or so.  He keeps showing up once a month in my dreams but I can never see his face. He has long brown hair and an incredibly sexy body. He is shorter than me but I’ve never been able to see much more than this..I guess I’ve never been quite ready to finish the dream until the other night and just as I was about to see his face, I realized who he was and I woke up still not knowing for sure if I was right….


I’ll finish this someday..maybe when I figure out who he is..